I feel as if I have become so lazy during the Pandemic. I was trying to be content when they were telling us to STAY AT HOME. I did things like join zoom parties and set up my blog. But now….well, now I am sometimes lacking motivation to get out an start living again.
It’s not that I am not trying. I still go for walks. When I call my friends, I suggest we meet up. But they seem to want to do that online. I see my new boyfriend and that is nice. I have done a little shopping, but it does not seem to be the same as it was before.
Maybe I am just tired. Maybe I just need a holiday. I don’t know. But I don’t think I should be wasting hours in front of a laptop. It feels like a waste.